So I hope that you all had a wonderful holiday!

I didn't do anything... after work, I came home and put on my lounging shorts and turned on The Nanny and The Golden Girls for a marathon. I tried to call Truly to see if she wanted to do something get some food or something, but no answer. Skippie was busy with his family. Dweena was busy avoiding the world, and I didn't know how to get in touch with Ricky but I am sure she was busy with her family as well. This is one of the downfalls of this job, you are never where you should be for the holidays. They tell you in training to avoid the depression of the season by celebrating the holiday on a different day with your loved ones, but I think that is about the dumbest thing I have ever heard of. It doesn't make the holiday go away, you are still lonely when the rest of the world is with their families and you are sitting in a strange hotel room. I do have to give some props to the ground crew at Burlington Vermont. They invited the flight crew over to their house for thanksgiving dinner so they wouldn't be alone... that is amazing. Comair had a thanksgiving lunch for the employees, but it was gone by the time I got home from my trip. Thank God Tony had a TV dinner in the freezer, cuz this city shuts down on the holidays... I would have been one hungry depressed fat bitch without that Swansons Delight. For some reason today has been plagued with lonely thoughts... figuring out why I seem to be undateable... I am not coming up with much, but I suppose I am a bit biased. LOL.

I have posted these lyrics before, but again, they are what is playing on my computer:
Like a fish plucked from the ocean
Tossed into a foreign stream
Always knew that I was different
Often fled into a dream
I ignored the raging current
Right against the tide I swam
But I floated with the question
Who will love me as I am?

Like an odd exotic creature
On display inside a zoo
Hearing children asking questions
Makes me ask some questions too
Could we bend the laws of nature?
Could a lion love a lamb?
Who could see beyond this surface?
Who will love me as I am?

Who will ever call to say I love you?
Send me flowers or a telegram?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?

Like a clown whose tears cause laughter
Trapped inside the center ring
Even seeing smiling faces
I am lonely pondering

Who would want to join this madness?
Who would change my monogram?
Who will be part of my circus?
Who will love me as I am?

Who will ever call to say I love you?
Send me flowers or a telegram?
Who could proudly stand beside me?
Who will love me as I am?